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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

karen came over ytd and we stayed at my shop till 11pm plus. all because of her talkative mouth that's why we left so late. cabbed home aft that.

was late as usual today. ate ba chor mee with val just now. mmm, yummylicious!

i nearly say goodbye to the world ytd. PHEW~!

Been Here @ 7:58 AM

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

hmmm, din get to blog for the past few days cos i can't get into blogger and i had forgotten what had happened 3 days ago. hah.
went changi airport with my dearest val ytd aft work. took a bus there and the journey is not as long as i tot. we went there to ve our supper. it's rather stupid cos i ate a bowl of laksa and val ate prawn noodle. we can get this type of food at any coffee shop but we choose to waste our money and we're happy this way! we cabbed home aft 2 sticks of cigs and some slacking. we were talking bout those whores and it was like so funny. i think we shall not bother bout those childish freaks anymore :) anw, the cab fare back home was like 20 over dollars but luckily we only do this kind of things once in a while. haha.


Been Here @ 12:46 PM

Saturday, February 24, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

went home aft work and headed to his house. just realised that i ve been staying at his house since new year eve till now. except for one day i think. the feeling was like WOOHOO! cos we're like husband and wife. haha.
reached my workplace ard 12.15pm. i took my own sweet time at his house that's why i'm late for that 15mins. haha. actually my boss wanna bring me to sim siang choon cos he want me to go there and see the things that they re selling and their services. he told me to get ready ard 1pm plus but he's not back until now. hahaha. guess i won't be going today.
was slacking the whole day. ate cup noodles for lunch and a small packet of lays potato chips. din not sweep and mop the floor today cos i'm lazy. haha. i shall do it tmr then. LOL! maybe i'm going to his house and stay again cos i won't be late for work when i'm at his house as his mother voice will wake me up. hahaha! she will shout at me asking me to wake up cos she don't want me to be late for work. i love her so much more than his son! haha!
okay, i'm running out of cigs so i shall go to the mama shop and get a pack now.

Been Here @ 12:18 PM

Friday, February 23, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

din have time to blog for the past few days and i got no pics for chinese new year too :(

went to meet my machi at hougang aft work. bought 2 pjs at the euro fun fair pasar malam. aft that we went kbox then home sweet home.

went tamp for new year shopping with my fat bf. walked ard and i only bought a top so we went to far east. we kept walking ard the basement for very long. i did went upstairs but there's nothing i fancy. in the end, i bought a dress, a top, a bag, a belt, a necklace and i think there's nothing else. haha. actually going to boat quay aft shopping but we quarrelled cos smth happened. cabbed back to his house aft that.

last min shopping at compass and i bought 2 pairs of shoes. went home and bathe then headed to ah ma house for reunion dinner without my daddy, mummy and cia cos the three of them went overseas. aft dinner, i went home with ning ning and my maid. actually wanted to acc my sis throughout the night but she fell asleep the moment she lie down on the sofa. haha. so i went to my bf house cos his friends will be there for gambling sessions. lol. we played till 4am plus and we lose money :( got no mood to go home aft that so i slept at his house.

went home and bathe then headed to my ah ma house with ning ning and my maid but all my relatives haven't reach so i left aft watching the repeat of jue dui superstar. went to his ah ma house and watched him gamble with his relatives. aft that we went to my godma house. my friends like shijin, huiling, main, jane and her bf were there too. so happy to see them~! aft that cabbed to his house and waited for his friends to come. 8 of his friends came and we started gambling. we only bet 2 or 4bucks cos the previous day we lose money. haha. in the end we win! but overall still lost :( aft all his friends left, wei ming drove us to jalan kayu for supper and back to bf house aft that.

potato went to his relatives house and bai nian while i went home. was supposed to bathe str away when i reach home cos we're going to wei ming house. i told him i'm going to bathe BUT! i fell asleep and to my horror, i saw him standing right infront of me when i wake up. he was fucking angry cos it was like ard 5pm i think and he tell wei ming that we will reach ard 3pm plus. haha. i went to bathe and i left my house ard 6pm plus. gambled and had dinner there aft that back to his house. slacked till 1am plus and he fell asleep in less then 5mins when we re lying on his bed. damn pig! aft that i went to bathe then my machi take cab from orchard and fetched me to rvp. we went to 7-11 and we bought 6 cans of tiger and tibits. she came to my house and we played blackjack. val came and join us aft that and she fucking press my doorbell when my sis and maid were sleeping. really feel like slapping her at that time. haha. but luckily my father wasn't at home. the 3 of us played till 7am plus and sad to say that my machi lose money. hahaha. thou there were only 3 of us playing but it was fun yea! we shall play again next year! or rather when we got time cos it's not only new year that we get to play. we can always play anytime, anywhere! haha.

went to my mother side ah ma house with that potato. the other day was my father side one. haha. woke up late so we reached there ard 7pm plus. we left at 8pm and headed to toa payoh central. ate mos and aft that went to pepper plus. bought 2 tops. one for his mother and the other one for myself. went to his house aft that. boring shit! but i've got no choice :( when we reached home, the moment his mother saw the top that we bought she str away say she cannot wear so she gave it to me. haha. slept at his house and i was supposed to go to work the next day but...

his mother called me alot of times cos i've got work but i'm too lazy to wake up. so i continue sleeping and when his mother reached her workplace she called him. his mother scolded him cos i didn't go to work and he vented his anger on me. just imagine you're sleeping and someone ask you to wake up and go home str away. he told me this and i got off the bed immediately. i went to change and he keep talking to me but i din ans him. so he scolded me hong gan and push me away. i was fucking pissed off with him. i left the house saying that i will not call him anymore. when i was waiting for the lift i found out that i forgot to take my hp. i quickly went back to his house. as his doorbell is spoiled, i had to knock on the door. at first, i knocked on his door lightly hoping that he can hear. aft that i started knocking very hard cos i know he can hear but he choose not to open the door. knn! my hand was very pain at that time and my nails broke while knocking but i don't care so i continue to knock cos i know he is behind the door. finally, he opened the door and ask me what i want. i was crying and i told him that i forgot to take my hp and he still got the cheek to say "chey i tot what happened." fuck right? he went to take my phone and he opened the gate. he was holding on to my phone but he don't wanna give it back to me. i was fucking pek cek so i threw the ring that he gave me downstairs. i can see from his cb face that he wanted to throw my hp down but he didn't. i keep on shouting asking him to give me back my phone and his sis came out cos my voice was too loud. i asked his sis to help me to take back my phone but he went downstairs instead so his sis ask me to follow and i did so. he was looking for the ring when i'm downstairs. i stand there and he asked me to sit down and talk. he asked me to find back the ring then he will give me back my phone. i threw him 50bucks and said i will never go and look for it no matter what. he keep asking me if i want a breakup and i said yes without thinking. he ask me alot of times and my ans is still the same. aft that, his pattern comes again. he ask me to take off the glasses that he bought for me and i threw it on the table. btw, this is not the first time that you're asking back what you gave to me. and i found out that the shirt i'm wearing was paid by him. i threw him another 20bucks for it. i walked off str away and he pulled me back saying that he wanted to see clearly if there's anymore things that he wanna take back from me but he gave me back everything and he said as long as he know what kind of a person i am will do. i walked away cos i tot he returned me everything BUT! he threw my hp on the floor and left. he's a fucking bastard i swear. someone please tell me if your bf or ex bf treats you this way. i think i need to ve a talk with you. aft that, i went to buy cigs and talk on the phone with val and karen on my way home. he called me a few times but i din pick up and he called my house but i wasn't home yet. in the end, he msged me saying that he had help me asked DMK if i can change my shoes. i replied him "i'm going there later, thanks." he called aft that and i picked up. he said sorry to me and because i had a soft heart we re back tgt now. i was taken by his sweet talks and all. thou he's fat and short, he can talk very well.
we met up and went to tamp aft that. we had our dinner at pasta mania. i bought a short and a t-shirt while he bought 2 tops. aft that, we cabbed back to his house.

i reached my workplace ard 12.10pm. YAY! finally i'm not late for an hr or so. hahaha. CHEERS FOR ME ALRIGHT! lol. cleaned the 2 stupid shower screen just now. the water was very disgusting and smelly. actually wanted to sweep and mop the floor but i was too lazy to do so. haha. i shall do it tmr then.

anw, i took a fucking long time to type this entry.
dear, please don't do this type of fucking things again ok or not i will ve a hard time typing it out. haha. and the next time you treat me badly you should know what will happen hor!

Been Here @ 12:13 PM

Friday, February 16, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

my hair is like WOW! hahaha. shall post the photos when i got the time :)
cabbed to the salon and reached there at 9 plus this morning and i left at ard 1.30pm. was craving for bubble tea aft that so i went to buy and hop onto a cab aft smoking. fancy taking my own sweet time when i'm late for work. but my thinking at that time was "since i'm late for work why not smoke a stick which won't take more than 10mins?" hahaha! someone just kill me for having such thinking please!
anw, i reached my workplace ard 1.45pm but luckily my boss was out but so what? there's CCTV in my shop! HAHAHAHA! but i'm going to work early tmr i swear!
was slacking the whole day and i only wiped half of the door. it's made of glass so i left the other half for tmr. haha. val and i ate fish steak and a bbq chicken wing for dinner just now and i'm not going to eat it again (i guess so) cos the fish was like so small! haha. but it was YUMMY i swear!

Been Here @ 1:04 PM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

hmmm, spent my day with val ytd. she knocked off at 8pm and came over to my shop and we went to buy food at jackson. my boss was ard and he went to buy food aft us. he's like so lonely eating alone at his desk and i was like asking val should we ask him out to drink. HAHAHA! but we din ask cos it's like so weird to go to a pub with an uncle moreover he's drinking beer at that time. we slacked till 11pm in my shop and we cabbed home aft that.
quarrelled with that bf of mine cos i din msg him. okay, it goes like this. he's in field camp now so he won't be able to use his hp as and when he like. so, we were like still msging each other in the aftnoon and i told him to msg me when he is free and he din said anything aft that. in the evening or rather at night, he msged me and ask me what i'm doing and we started to quarrel cos he said i din msg him from aftnoon till night. oh god, i was sitting infront of the comp the whole day and i really don't know what he expect me to msg him and moreover he's not free. when i reached home i called him. we argued for a while and he said if you can don't msg or call me just do it and i just went ok loh, BYE! he never call me and i never call him back aft that :( let's see what will happen tmr.
i'm going to bed now cos i've to like fucking wake up at 7am ltr cos i'm going to dye my hair. WEE~! and i'm going to work aft that :((( gonna do last min shopping on sat. YAY!

Been Here @ 5:20 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

took a train with val to sengkang ytd aft work. we went to buy bubble tea at the new shop outside 7-11. it's new to me cos i've never been there before. haha. it was so cheap and damn nice lah. i'm going to put that as my fav bubble tea store! then we sat outside 7-11 and smoke a stick before i went to shit. infact it's only half a stick for me cos my shit is coming out at that time. hahaha. and i've no idea why miss reddy loves the toilet so much cos when she's here i will visit the toilet fucking alot of times. haha. aft that we went to the taxi stand there and slacked for awhile before cabbing home.
cabbed alone cos val never come to work. i hate her cos she said we will go to lorong ah soo today as we din go ytd but she din even come to work. she's a fucking ANGMOH KIA! hmph!
played comp all the while today in my shop. went to buy "tom yam ban bian" and 2 bottles of milk for my dinner :) aft eating i went out to smoke and i heard a voice shouting for my name and to my surprise, it was val's bro. he's simply so adorable and NOT LIKE VAL! he wanted to pass smth to that angmoh kia but she's not ard so he passed it to specky instead. aft that he went to find his mummy.
oh yah, and i heard from my boss friend that i'll be working till this fri and if i were to take off this week i ve to come back on sat. I DON'T WANT! and the worse thing is that i haven't even buy my new year clothes yet.
and i swear that i'm going to grow fat very very soon :(

Been Here @ 12:44 PM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

the very first time i took pics with my dearest sis :)

pics were taken ytd before sis and i went to bed :D cabbed to work today as val and i were late again. went home alone ytd cos val ve to go to mm. alighted at buangkok station and walk home aft that. aft work might be going to lorong ah soo (i think it's spelled like that) cos there's a so called "chinatown" over there and i hope to get lots of hello kitty things there! miss reddy is with me now so if she's not willing to go then that's so sad. i fucking hope that she won't be with me for a week. my stomach was in great pain all the while :(
oh, mr potato is at lim chu kang and not tekong for his field camp.
today is a sucky day~!

Been Here @ 11:04 AM

Monday, February 12, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

in the end, i cleaned up everything but i'm really very very lazy to sweep and mop the floor. i shall do it tmr! hahaha. okay, i'm going to buy food with my dearest angmoh kia once she's done with whatever fuck she's doing.

Been Here @ 11:25 AM

I ♥ Hello Kitty


how i wish i can be at home with my family now :(
okayyy, i shall not be so emo. haha.
mr potato came over to my house and stay ytd. he bought a big pink bolster for me! haha. and now my bed ve got 2 small pillows, 1 big pillow, 1 big bloster and 1 small bolster! YAY!
actually wanted to go and drink with his campmates at chinatown but we din go cos he's tired as he ve to go back camp in the morning and it's also a waste of money. we slept at ard 1am plus and he left my house at 5.30am i think. thou i slept so much but i'm still late for work today. it seems like i'm taking cab with val to work almost everyday. hahaha. actually we only have to pay like $4 each but if there's heavy jam at kovan it will be more ex. we slacked outside our shops for about an hr before going in. haha.
i'm like so so so so so boredddddd now.
actually ve to go and sweep and mop the floor but i'm like fucking lazy.
sighs, i think shall go do it then. for the sake of my figure. or should i go buy food?

Been Here @ 9:01 AM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

went kbox on thursday night with val and xiuhua. that specky said that he will be coming but in the end he came for like less than 5mins? hahaha. he's just trying to act cute when he can be my uncle alr. LOL! anw, thanks for your treat arh. haha. mr bf came aft that but he was in another room with his friend. went to his house and sleep aft that.

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inside cab on our way to sim lim:)

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was trying out the t-shirts i bought when we reached his house at night :D

my photos are so small because i'm in my shop now and i don't ve the original photo in this comp and i'm lazy to go home and upload. but nvm, can see my fat face can alr. hahaha.
went sim lim with mr bf. we cabbed there and quarrelled when we reached. damn it! he's attitude is like 987687896596 times worse than mine ok! but in the end he gave in to me. haha! then walked ard but bought nothing cos i only wanted to see that samsung mp3. TEEHEE~! it was like so nice and i tell myself i want to buy it when i got money! haha. then we walked to bugis aft that. bought a belt for him, 2 belts and t-shirts for myself but not my new year clothes! RAH! nothing caught my eyes at bugis village so i think i ve to go town or elsewhere to buy my clothes.
aft that we cabbed to SSDC. i waited for my fat bf like almost 2hrs ALONE. he's like an idiot sitting on the bike waving to me whenever he sees me. hahaha. make me laugh like hell. and i slept on the chair while waiting for him. how pathetic! this is my first time and last time waiting for him at SSDC cos he's gonna get his license soon. hahaha.
aft that we cabbed down to fernvale and had our dinner there. we ordered salad prawns, veggie and "tie ban doufu". and the funny thing is that the both of us keep saying that we're not hungry but we finished up everything! hahaha.
aft our dinner we walked to his house. stayed there ard 1am and he fetched me back home on his small little bicycle. i felt damn paiseh yet so sweet. anw, he's a reckless driver i swear. i guess if i sit on his bike i can simply say BYE BYE to the world. hahaha!
and we've been taking cab wherever we go ytd only YTD. hahaha. it was so nice and how i wish i can do it everyday~!
i'm left in my shop all alone. feeling very hungry now cos i never eat anything in the morning. shall go and grab some food later. i want to eat PRAWN NODDLE! it's $5 so i ve to consider bout it. haha.
darling potato will be going back camp tonight and he will be in tekong for field camp the whole of next week. HUR HUR!

lastly, my fav photo of all~!
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i'm bugs bunny friend.
my name is BIRD BUNNY! hahahaha!

Been Here @ 8:23 AM

Friday, February 09, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

didn't walk home ytd. val and i took a cab to bamboo's house cos smth happened. quarrelled with mr bf cos i waited for val near bamboo's house there instead of going home and talk to him but in the end nothing happened. hahaha. wait for val for like 2hrs plus. she's a fucker i swear. haha. but luckily i'm not alone cos karen came to acc me. cabbed home aft that.

and TODAY!
it feels just like home in my shop. xiuhua came over to find us and she acc me to check stock, eat, play, smoke and everything. hahaha. and val's shop was like having steamboat and we have a share too. lol. it really feels like i'm at my own house can. and i can say that i did almost nothing today.

MRS SHEN XIUHUA was very irritating just now. she acted like an idiot in my shop trying to introduce my products to AIR! hahaha. make me laugh like hell. and know what she's doing now? she went inside the shower screen and act as if she is bathing. HAHAHA!

yay! i'm off tmr!
mr bf gave excuses to change his appointment so i'll be meeting him to get my new year clothes. tmr. might be going ktv later but not too sure yet. see how arh.

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Been Here @ 12:49 PM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

was late for work for only 30mins today! hahaha. very good alr ok. normally i will late for 1hr or more. suddenly got this big change because my boss finally asked me why everyday i'm late for work and he also hinted me not to be late for work but he claims that he never so i just tell him i'll call him today when i reach the shop and when i call him just now i told him that i'm late by a little only but tmr will be better! hahaha.

aft work ytd i went to 401 and meet val cos she left her shop early. aft we ate, we slacked at the void deck nearby which the four of us (our bfs and us) used to slack there. haha. val acc me to walk home and she took a cab to bamboo house aft that.

was playing the comp for the whole day in my shop. so boring. aft eating my dinner just now i sat down on my huge comp chair all the way. hahaha. if this continues, i'm gonna grow FAT!
hmmm, darling potato can't change his appointment on fri. SAD-ED. cos he was supposed to buy new year clothes with me. nvm, i shall go with my friends and it will be better cos my sisters have better taste than him. HAHAHA!

i feel like walking home later again.
darling, shall we?

Been Here @ 11:39 AM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

let me recall back...

was supposed to leave early for jue dui superstar concert BUT! in the end i went to marina south with val. hahaha. we went to the arcade aft eating and the both of us spent about 100bucks with nothing in return. LOL! we wanted to get smth for our bf but we failed to do so. haha.
home sweet home :D

val and i reached our workplace at 2pm plus! i guess i will lose this job soon. hahaha. karen came to find us in the aftnoon and treated us prawn noodle cos she just got her pay. WEE~!
went to chinatown with val aft work. i was supposed to buy new year decorations for my shop but in the end i never buy cos i'm lazy to bring it home and back to my shop the next day. hahaha. val and i bought the same lighter for our bf and ourselves. it's a mahjiong lighter with green fire and light. so nice~! i spent about $60 but when i got home i found out that actually i din buy alot of things.

let me see what i bought;
a star magic wand
xue hua bing
ding ding tang
a hello kitty comb
a hello kitty pouch
a winnie the pooh card holder for my sis
lighter for my bf and i

alright, that's all :P

haha. aft buying everything we walked to the coffee shop at outram park to ve our supper.
cabbed home aft that :)

took a cab with val just now cos i woke up late. haha. it seems like i wake up late everyday. lol! actually, i can wake up on time but i'm just too lazy to do so. every morning there will be a alot of 5mins later for me. hahaha.

Been Here @ 6:34 AM

Monday, February 05, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

went kbox with xiuhua and val aft work. it was supposed to be a treat from specky but... okay, whatever~! he sucks. hahaha. sang till 2am and headed home aft that.

walked home with darling val aft work for about more than 2hrs. hahaha. we were listening to mp3, eating bread, drinking green tea and smoking while walking. power right? walk also can do so many things. haha. when we reached serangoon we went to the "pasar malam" over there and there's like so many hello kitty stuffs for me to buy but i end up buying ONE furry hello kitty bag ONLY and val brought a dice-shaker for her dearest ah yi. hahaha. then when we reached hg my bf came to find us with his small little cutie bicycle. LOL! we acc val walk to ah yi's house and he came to my house. changed my hp to his sony ericsson one and SLEEP! quarrelled before that so we din hug each other to sleep :(

papa fetched me to work today but i was still late for an hr. hahaha. i hope my boss will be back before 7pm cos i wanna request if i can leave early as i'm going to jue dui superstar concert. wahahahaha. karen bitch have got 4 tickets and she's like so nice to give me one of it. something's wrong. HAHA. i'll be going with her bf and wei yang if i'm able to leave my shop early.
he's at SSDC now taking his pract 8. i really hope that he can fail thou i wished him good luck just now. hahahaha. i'm just kidding arh.
okay, i'm getting abit bored now cos i'm like so lazy to do anything aft blogging. i just wanna sit infront of the comp and do anything. haha. i think i'll try doing it then.

Been Here @ 7:03 AM

Friday, February 02, 2007

I ♥ Hello Kitty

took a cab with val just now and we reach our workplace almost 2pm cos uncle went by the expressway and there's traffic jam. LOL!
was off ytd cos i'm tired and got no mood to go to work. so, i must take mc tmr cos i've alr promised him that i'll be meeting him.
i slept for more than 12 hrs ytd but it's still not enough for me. hahaha.
i cried while talking to him ytd night. i don't know why tears keep rolling down my cheeks and onto my father's bed. wahahahaha! i lied to him that i didn't cry. he said about buying PSP ytd again. he keep telling me that his friends re playing PSP and he only can play with his hp. he told me the PSP costs about $500. if i were to buy for him i will only left with $300 because i ve to return my father $200. $300 for a month including my hp and sunpage bills, transport fees, cigarettes, food and new year clothes. i'll chop off my head if it's enough. hahaha. and when i first started work, i told myself that i will buy a mp3 cos the journey to work and back home without music is boring but i guess i will ve to wait till next month.
i really wonder if he ever thought of all these for me or is it i'm too stingy? sighs.

and i'm left with only $5 now. i'm thinking if i should eat not cos i'm really hungry. sometimes, i really envy val, xiuhua or maybe some other people cos when they ve got no cash, their bf will make sure that they won't starve and must ve cigs. so sweet~! haha. btw, i'm not comparing my own bf with others.
okay, i think i shall go buy food now and do some cleaning up when i finish eating :)

Been Here @ 8:25 AM