it's raining so heavily now and moreover i don't wanna waste my money on cab fare so i took off today and i can see that my boss is not very happy about it cos it's a last min thing. my younger sis called during her recess just now saying that she's sick and ask my maid to fetch her home and my father don't believe her cos this is not her first time doing that but who knows she's saying the truth this time so my mother went to bring her back to her house. my sis tell lies about everything like not doing her homework and she's sick cos she don't want to go to school. i did all these when i'm in sec school but she's doing it now when she's only in pri school. she's really hopeless and i don't know what i can do to help her. actually i wanted to bring her out tmr but i think i can forget about it.
i got the don't know what to do feeling now. i'm so sick of acting like there's nothing happening and put up a fake smile everyday but i know i'm not the only one.
it will be so nice if i can sleep forever and ever, AMEN!
i'm going to sleep again and hope god can hear my prayer.
