i've decided to let you guys read my blog instead of hiding everything to myself. the feeling sucks i swear and it's boring for me to read it alone too. share mah hor. i deleted the post i typed a few days ago as i know it's no use posting for any of you to see it cos most of my friends know what's happening alr.
and now, i hope i won't go crying to my sisters on the phone or even face to face. thou crying will make me feel better for that little bit but my eyes will be damn swollen after that. what for when it can't make me feel better for the rest of my life. haha.
i maybe taking up pre-school teaching course and it only cost $500 with achievement incentive of $300 plus. not bad hor. but i must get a job first as applicants for the course must be employed. so no more slacking life ya!
oh, the gate of hell has opened. i believe such things so god bless me!