in the end, i din get to meet my machi :( all because of my laziness. rah! and there's smth which i don't know if it's good or bad. i got a job interview later at 2.30pm. it's at ubi and i have to take 3buses to go there all by myself! it's kind of far and i'm still considering if i should go. i hate to travel to places alone and moreover it's somewhere i'm not familiar with. how, tell me how. i wonder when will i learn to be independent. shall see how when i wake up then. i'm going to try to sleep now when i just wake up not long ago. what a life!